blue.!!

It is friday and the prelims timetable are out and it falls on the 27 of august. Well, i am just starting to revise my work. Few days ago, i did some A-maths and sciences question. There are many sums i could not solve, maybe it is due to the lack of practice. The weather was so fine and it is so suitable for some games, it had been a long long time since i played my last sport, soccer. Today, i might not be studying so hard, but tomorrow morning i will start to speed up, like 3 subjects for the whole entire day and with half of the book finished and all under my finger tips. It sounded so impossible, but i will try. Time is running out, 32 days left.
Half and hour ago, i watched this Hong Kong show, "nan ren zi ku". It meant " man's difficulty, the man referring to MARStian. i did not catch the front few epsiode because i did not realised that this is such a nice show until today, it was the finale. In the show, men would shower their loves one with care and concern. althought they dont really understand what does a venusians want, but they tried their best to fuifil by playing a part as being a great lover. Woman are meant to be loved, men must learn all different technique to show more love and care to woman. But for now, mum is right, i must put everything aside first for this 3 months and 102% concentration on studies, having a tough life studying now would benefit my future. About the DPA, the selection stage is due on 7 of august. 3 of my friends have been called up for the interview. Would i be the next ? HOPEFULLY and PRAYING HARD.! ! !

colour code : blue

CRYSTAL BALL ! ! ! how my future life look like.?

32 days to prelims, 85 days to o level.

violet.!!

lately, i have not been attending school.since the last day i attended school was thursday and i got back a trophy from the english week. although i did not get first, but i am still happy that i participated. friday was a normal school day and i did not went to school, and i miss alot of fun. Saturday was tuition day and there supposed to be no school today, but since the principal wanted to have some event which i did not care about it. it was the project run thing, it is just like sports day. kind of waste time also. so i decided to stay at home and slack, but the thing is that i started to study since friday, i think something is wrong with me, for the past 17 years i have no initiative to study but i started to crave for books on friday morning, i did a maths, poa and combined science. 3 down, 4 more to go. i hope by the time it is prelims i have mastered all my subjects and could pass it with flying colours. there is no school tomorrow, so that means my sleeping time can be extend ! how "nice" of the principal to call off tomorrow as an holiday, but i will be grateful anyway. i just remembered that benson had chicken pox. he is just out of luck, first was shiqi and she is almost recovered now is benson's turn. it is like taking turn to have chicken pox. Ok, it is 9 and i've got some things to do but it is not the thing i wanted to do.!

colour code : violet

a medal of honour, yet to glorify oneself.

21st aug is the prelims, 31 days left, o level is an estimation of 90 days.

orange.!

36 days, i got kind of scared actually. for the past 6-7 months, i have been slacking. i have not even touch on my books and i take everything very lightly. Now, i had just woken up. the determination to study 2 subjects a day would probably help because if i spend one subject a day will be not enough. i will plan my time well. my last last lap before reaching the end line. i would like to showcase my results so that i can fame them well. being the eldest in the family, as in comparing with my cousins, i am quite a stupid one actually. all my other cousins went into express, and only me in the normal academic. it's shameful, but now i will not let history repeat itself. no matter how tough, i still must bear with it. with hard work, i'm sure it would be paid off. there's a saying, " No Pain, No Gain." gain the pain, endure the way, would be paid off someday. ok. yesterday's listening was a total trash. tricky question. hope i can get the results i wanted as i did not put in much effort for this o lvl exam. taking everything too lightly. PLEASE WAKE UP.!!! the deadline for the DPA ended in a instant, i felt sense of relief. it was so called an unlucky day for me. i went to benson's house to do the DPA thing, if i rush home, i will not have the time to finish it. after i sign up for the account, i waited patiencely for the password. minutes to the deadline time, it left about 45 minutes, i was worried, so i called my teachers for help. first i called mdm chua, she did not pick up my call. at that moment, i thought that i am in dead meat. i echoed with pain, feeling like bursting into tears, but i found out that i had mdm yati number. at least there is still a glimmer of hope for me. i called mdm yati, first the line was engage, i did not give up either, i spammed her phone and she picked up finally. i told her my difficulty and she gave me this number to call so that i could link to the person who is in charge of the DPA thing. i believe in fate, i managed to talk to the person and he solved my difficulty. his name was mervin. i can't describle the feeling at that time, it is like millions and millions of thankful words that i would like to say to him, but he was not the saviour, the real savious was MDM YATI. i feel like giving her a hug tomorrow duing POA lesson. i want to thank her personally tomorrow. without her, i think i will not be able to try the DPA. at least the DPA has some probabilty to get into the polytechnic. who knows, maybe i am the lucky one.! now, i am preparing my timebtable that i need to follow. LAST LAST LAP.!!!!

colour code : orange

21st aug is the prelims, 36 days left, o level is an estimation of 95 days. so far yet so close.

Missy TLC, which device could i use to detect you.? Searching for a lady with TLC.!

violet.!

it's just 38 days to prelims. i am still not starting to study my subjects. i will be having a tough time for the days throughout this 38 days as i will be with books most of the time. one things i found about myself, i seems like a boring guy, as in i have nothing much to chat about. maybe thanks to my sec 2 life when i was hook to the computer most of the time. i am like lacking of interaction with my friends, some times i can sit there doing nothing but to rot. then not talk for the whole day. unlike last time. i can stay chatting on the phone for hours. chatting and gossips about stuffs. but now, a very different person i become. i feel that only my back brain is developed as i did some scientific checking where long term on some issue like computer tends to developed the back brain. and most of the cases are like me. like a gamer, they tends to be quite with friends. some how or rather emo. i am already out of that track and now getting to adapt to talk more. interaction is important for everything. without interaction, i feels that it is like black and white. i am finding the chances to talk but sometimes i dont know what to talk. now, i can type a lot of stuffs but when it comes to talking i just can speak only a few sentence. i am really lacking of confident. please.! grant me some confident.! tmr's is the listening comprehension. hope it will not be a tough one as i am not prepared either.

colour code : violet

the black and white of me, who will be able to put colours into my life.? The new trend, emo-ism.

estimation of 38 days to prelims and 97 days to prelims

indigo.!

i arrived home around 3 pm. just got home from pat's bbq. yetersday bbq was fun. i had met their classmates and found that they were just as friendly as anyone. we got ourself the midnight tickets. it was the show harry potter. yet a boring movie, got ourself so tired. we did not sleep until the ticks hit 6am in the morning. we played cards and chat throughout the night. but later on all of them went to bed except me and liling, so liling and i watched 200 pounds beauty and at the momoent i did not know what i was doing as my brain wasn't functioning properly. we got ourself some sleep till 7,8. i was the first to be awaken. somehow or rather i can't sleep as i was having funny thoughts spunning around my mind again and again. i had so called 1 of the best bbq spend with my friends and it was a memorable one and i had make some close friends too. now i am cracking my brain cells for the DPA form. it was a tough one. i hope i can get into poly using DPA as the chances are slim. i would just hope and pray.

colour code : indigo

Hints depict the story, yet to know about the ending.

estimation of 39 days to prelims and 98 days to o level.

Red

yesterday was a great day indeed. went out with benson, pat, zhiwen and liling. at around 2, i went down to bishan, junction8 to look for them. pat met liling and i am going to meet benson. but benson was late, so i went to the library to stone. after a while, pat called me and told me to find them at mcdonald's. i met them there, and started chatting. actually our motive is to buy a backpack. but there is no nice one as we went to far east plaza to have a look. after that, zhiwen came to find us. then went to suntec. we stay there to accompany liling as she will be having dinner with her parents at suntec. we stayed till 8.30 and we all headed home. and something happened on the train. zhiwen the stupid one do stupid things make pat angry. that's for yesterady.
today was a normal day, gone to school and early in the morning they got prize presentation for all the performing groups and MODERN DANCE got gold ! the 1st and 2nd period was boring. chinese at the starting of the day. moodless, next was PE, even worse played stupid game, but i was the man of the match ! i scored from HALF-court ! later i was like half dead, or i should say almost dead. so tired after PE. after school there was mr fam remedial did questions and as usual wasted time on NE. WHAT RUBBISH.!!! next next, went to pat house to book barbeque pit for friday's gathering with 4j. the people who went to pat house was benson, zhiwen and mel. i felt so extra as i am like a light bulb there. and i just got home to do blog. later is the campus-superstar. KEELY.!!! my idol. hopes she will get into the next round.
this blog is filled with crap about the day. nothing nice to blog actually but i still make an effort to blog.!

colour code : red

i'll like to order a plate of sucide.

estimation of 44 days to prelims and 103 days to o level.

indigo.!!

An unique saturday with a nice date, 07 july 2007. It only happen once in a millennium, longing for every year to have the same numberical appear on the date. next will be 08 august 2008. But an unique saturday does not have anything unique happened. Same like every saturday, i have tuition from 2-5pm, and spending the whole day sticking with books. how i wish i had my saturday free, but that's my life and for the very last year and last time in my lifetime having tuition. after all, there will not be any more tuition for the rest of my life. today is singapore polytechnic open house, i cancel the outing because of my tuition. the talk is kind of useless as i had one before already. minutes ago, i was surfing on the net about the courses that i would like to take next year and that will determine what type of job i am having. it is a crucial choice as 1 wrong step,everything will be in a mess.
later on, i am going to dine with my cousins and relatives to celebrate my grandfather so called belated" english birthday" and celebrating his upcoming "chinese birthday". this is abit difficult to understand though. dining at a coffee-shop, so surprise. but the important thing is the food there is nice. so need not matter about the condition.
having a thought of my studies, i feel that only reading the basics of my textbook. o level's is an average paper but quite tough, the brain need to be there to store some infomations to tackle o level question, unlike n level. i am trying to push myself to the extreme as prelims are around the corner. this few days, my mind is not in good working condition, can't think of anythings to add in the blog. but some how or rather, i managed to write a essay-liked blog. that will satisfy me and i feel that english is ain't about the quality but the effort. with hard work but not having the quality of writing difficult english, it will be able to pass or maybe get a B3 or B4. ok i'll stop here for the time being. running out of lines to write. this blog will definitely be a longer blog as compared to the previous one.

colour code : indigo

i'll start to shape my future, and be in the best form for the fields i am in.

estimation of 46 days to prelims, 105 days to o level.

blue.!

today is a must blog day, many things happen. how i wish i had something that could store today.it is 06 july 2007 the friday, maybe i should just keep it as a memory. today i got so brave suddenly, haha ok..i will not say what happen today because it is just so nice..say on this blog will not be nice already. so i should keep it to myself and people who know about this. and it was a long school day. from 6 plus in the morning till 4 plus. after that our clique went to visit the chicken pox girl. haha.. she is justt so lonely at home with her innocent brother who is always get hook to the computer and who hasnt got chicken pox.haha anyway shiqi chicken pox is nothing la. not so serious actually. ok..i just cant think of any more things.. that is the best i could go for my blog. without fail..i will try to update nicer entry. 06 july 2007 a day to remember.!

colour code : blue

little things that counts, will one day get a gain.

47 days to prelims, 106 days to o levels.

green.!

Thursday, July 5th 2007. 5.30 pm

almost the end of the 2nd week of term 2. time is running short. 8 more weeks and time to sit for the prelims. it is equivalent to 48days! recalling back, i have been in this school for 5 years slacking. a few more months till i greets a farewell to mayflower secondary school. many nice memories left in mayflower. i dont want to grow up. i hope i can stay as a secondary school boy..having fun everytime, skipping class and make fun of people. so nice and fun. but it is reality, no choice but to face it. tomorrow is friday, and many of the people had started their mother tongue oral. i hope i can do very well in the mother tongue paper as i do not want to retake again. when i recieve my o lvl e-maths result this feburary, i know i did badly. i got a b3. i hope i will not get the same as my maths result. if my L1R4 with each of 3 points it will add up to get 15 points. 15 points consider high. and with this points, it almost impossible to get into any course. my mother tongue oral is on next tues ! 10/7/07, well i am quite prepare but i am afraid that i will get tongue-tied during the conversation due to nervousness. i have been starting to revise my work. i am a good boy for the pass few days and i will keep up the good work. i am going to revise more on my work so that i can tackle question that this year the o lvl paper is set.

colour code : green

i want to be with romantic gesture and just for the sake of you.

48 days to prelims, 107 days to actual o level's

violet.!!

it is sunday, end of week 1 of the starting of school holiday. i just came home from patricia's condo. went there with my friends. have fun there. beer-ing and cards for the past few hours. now my head spun like a merry-go-round. yesterday was the same thing. i have been repeating the same routine for 2 days. as usual hardcore tuiton for 3 hours and went to patricia house play. today during afternoon, went to support our school for dont know some kind of rubbish thingy. indeed a bored one. hope they win the competition.next went to shiqi's mother working place to have dinner. the dinner was not a bad one. and the day goes on like this. now i am almost half-dead. i can't type any more and my brain juice is evaporating with my thinking brain cells.! a few more minutes to monday..css2 but i am not going. ok.got to stop here.!


colour code : violet

take note: " i am just too tired to think of anything nice to write.haha"

3rd day school boy hair