violet.!

it's just 38 days to prelims. i am still not starting to study my subjects. i will be having a tough time for the days throughout this 38 days as i will be with books most of the time. one things i found about myself, i seems like a boring guy, as in i have nothing much to chat about. maybe thanks to my sec 2 life when i was hook to the computer most of the time. i am like lacking of interaction with my friends, some times i can sit there doing nothing but to rot. then not talk for the whole day. unlike last time. i can stay chatting on the phone for hours. chatting and gossips about stuffs. but now, a very different person i become. i feel that only my back brain is developed as i did some scientific checking where long term on some issue like computer tends to developed the back brain. and most of the cases are like me. like a gamer, they tends to be quite with friends. some how or rather emo. i am already out of that track and now getting to adapt to talk more. interaction is important for everything. without interaction, i feels that it is like black and white. i am finding the chances to talk but sometimes i dont know what to talk. now, i can type a lot of stuffs but when it comes to talking i just can speak only a few sentence. i am really lacking of confident. please.! grant me some confident.! tmr's is the listening comprehension. hope it will not be a tough one as i am not prepared either.

colour code : violet

the black and white of me, who will be able to put colours into my life.? The new trend, emo-ism.

estimation of 38 days to prelims and 97 days to prelims