yellow.!

3rd day back at school, everything was fine expect that got to really buck up my school work. i am just way far back behind, many of the subjects not yet study. and it is just an estimation of around 2-3 months till the starting of the cambridge examination. for this 2-3 more months, it will be a definitely a tough one. intensive study everyday and 80% focusing on serious study. 20% to relax, play and slack. i must get every single piece of important information into my mini brain. this few days, i felt that i have been paying attention to teacher's lesson as compared to last term. i suddenly got a urge to mould up the whole book summary into my brain. i hope that i can keep up the effort. there's one thing that i kept on pondering on for the past few nights. it is that why i wasted 1 more extra year studying. if i had just done better in PSLE. i will be part of poly now rather than wasting 1 year. but nothing will be gained for regretting, and only to start to work hard now. NOW i will just be a normal nerdy school boy, paying attention in class, doing assignment and homework, placing everything aside. my main focus is to get good grades for coming o lvl so that i can do my mother proud. she has work so hard for me and yet i didnt did much on playing a role of her son. i feel like i am just a useless, innocent kid that would not take in opinion that she gave. now, that i have just started to woken up after mutiple of headwork, i will try my very best to fufil the dream, getting at least a 9 points for o lvl. i think that is quite impossible but i have a great presistence for that. this few days will be a lesser posting of blog entry. i feel that computers and games are external distraction. getting too hook on it will result some bad habits. so i will try my best to keep my blog rolling towards the end of the world as to try blogging often.!~!


colour code : yellow


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